a simple world

dari Allah kita datang, pada Allah juga kita pulang.

well this is a story bout my irc's fren. known as dd. naz kenal dia kat #comrade few years ago. been chatting, meeting him several times. kinda good boy. nice and soft spoken. younger than me. but never get bored when it comes to chat wif him

yesterday as usual i log on my Y! and i noticed dd nye id status - pergi klcc & midvalley. that was around 12am. then around 2am i noticed his status have changed to - i lost my father today. so i decided to msg him thru this Y! but never get his reply. so i decided to sms him. so finally early in this morning dd replied. dd ckp arwah papa nya pening kepala at first. after picit arwah papa nye tido. sampai tak bangun.

i sempat jugak chat wif dd just now. hes fine hopefully. i caught in the middle terfikir sungguh mudah Allah nak amik nyawa kita kan? tanpa dirancang. tanpa kita sedari kita akan kehilangan sesiapa saja disekeliling kita.and naz mula berfikir banyak ke amal ibadat aku sebenarnye ye?

to dd, takziah naz ucapkan. moga dd lebih tabah mengahadapi hari2 esok. to his family and not forgetting to all people yang pernah kehilangan sesiapa yg disayangi.

AL-FATIHAH

dunia batinku

p/s ini hanya luahan hati

ive been jobless for the past 5 months. nothing to do. waiting for degree intake this january. so last few days dah kuar result intake tu. Harap Maaf. Permohonan anda tidak berjaya. Terima Kasih. hmm sad? rase nye more to putus asa. so i decided nak wat rayuan. yeah pissed off. sangat2. nak nanges pun ada. cume hey whats up wif cry? so i duk diam je dlm umah. bile kwn2 tanya i kata tak tgk lagi (sorry guys) then bile mak tau pasal result tu she did told me sumthing. yeah maybe dia tak maksud cmtu cume agak terasa bile dia ckp cmtu. 'tu la dari dulu mak suruh blaja pandai2, dpt anugerah dekan ke baru la tak susah nak bagi ko belajar' kecik ati tak? well yeah i know korang mesti kata 'ala mak kan. dia susah ati' come on i pun susah hati. dah la duduk umah je slama ni. and kwn2 sume dpt further. and me? no where. sarip also dpt masuk degree kat uitm. lebey parah kan perasaan ni? kwn yg i besar sama dr kecik. jiran i.blakang umah i.merangkap teman melepak. baru i paham apa rase dia mase i dpt masuk uitm after spm and left her alone kat sini. congratulations syarifah nurul ain!

so i decided to hang out lepas mak ckp cmtu. met sum frens. ntah la nape tibe2 really2 emotional and sensitive sejak dua menjak ni. one of my fren i mean buddy ckp i ni dah lain, kawan ngan yg glemer2 je, bagus2 je, kwn ngan budak2 myspace, friendster, kawan ngan yg blaja oversea2. nape eh dia ckp cmtu? so for all these years i balik tetiap minggu dr uitm tu ape eh? i dah lupe ke? ntah la. mungkin i yg terasa sgt kot? i diam kan lagik. on dat nite i sms dat fren, dia replied 'manusia berubah mengikut keadaan dan masa'. apa maksud dia eh? i berubah?

then keesokan hari ida wat kenduri. kakak nye kawen. so ida invited frens uitm sume p la umah dia malam berinai. i ade janji ngan a bes fren kat uitm nak p. last minute dia cancel. alasan nye tade transport. i ckp la i akan pick up her. then dia cume ckp tapayah. i kecik ati. ni bukan kali pertama dia wat i cmni. so many times. yeah kelemahan i? suke buat tatau. suke pk 'ala dah kawan nak wat cmne kan?' tapi kali ni i btol2 rase kecik ati.

sumone ckp i need to change. ok i akan berubah. dari sangat menjaga hati kawan kpd buat bodo? bole? i told my mom how i feel, mak ckp 'bile masing2 makin membesar, sume akan berubah. mungkin adik je tak perasan kot?' yeah makin kite membesar, kita akan byk berfikir kan? kawan2 skolah dulu pun ada hala tuju. kawan2 uitm dulu pun dah masuk degree. so they met new frens and maybe im no needed anymore. mungkin kan? cume i je tak pasan everybody's changed and i masih di tahap yg lama. yeah i admit i takot kehilangan kawan2.let them be happy wif their choice.

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low.You see love as a gift that you should give to many.It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high.You've loved, lost, and loved again.You have had a wide range of love experiences.And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is high.It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.No question, you like to be the one calling the shots. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

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assalamualaikum
hah tgk pada gamba korang mesti sume tau kan apa terjadi? hehehe well ni anak-anak dari dua orang sepupu naz. yg depan ni nama nye maman. yg buat peace tu shafiq. dedua darjah 4. so ade la sket2 kenduri kat umah makcik naz, kire umah atuk nenek diorang la kan? kenduri nye hari ahad lalu. tapi sibuk nye mcm kenduri kawen tau. ari rabu dan khamis naz p umah sana wat bunge telur hah bayangkan kreatif tak kreatif la naz ni *winks* pastu jumaat rebus telur, buat wajik (pakcik naz jawa) masukkan wajik dlm bekas, lekat telur puyuh kat bunga telur. susah gile nak lekat even using gam uhu. sbb nak letak 3 biji dlm satu bunge. hah payahhh. pastu susun2 meja, dah la ujan je kan tetiap ptg? pastu sabtu lak naz kene kopek udang, kopek bawang, byk gileeee letey tu, pastu masukkan telur dlm bekas lain, wat rendang, pulut kuning sbb nak bg org yg marhaban malam nye nnt. pastu naz balik umah tuka baju, lepas maghrib dtg balik ade ala ala tepung tawar utk dedua budak ni. ade marhaban sume la. ade berarak utk dak dua orang tu. didukung oleh sedara.makan nasi lemak yg dibuat oleh kak nora ngan kak rosnah. ade mihun goreng, kek, kuih muih

ari ahad yg dinanti telah tibe ade la majlis2 sket. sikit ke? makan nasi putih sambal udang, lauk paprik, sambal belacan, ulam2, ikan masin, hah ade ice cream putar, ada karaoke. tugas ahad tu simple je utk naz. jaga dua org yg baru sunat ahad jam 8pagi hahahahaha tu la gamba nye

bersama Dato Fadzilah Kamsah

hello

tadi i tgk astro. niat di hati tgk csi la cam bese i did for wednesday. bile iklan i alih la channel ke channel 4 (Ria), i tertengok la rancangan motivasi bersama Dato Fadzilah Kamsah. hah ada la hamba allah ni tanya pada Dato ni kenapa seseorang individu ni akan sentiasa disukai ramai even dia ni selalu merendahkan orang lain. hah nak tau apa jawapan nye orang yang sentiasa disukai org lain even dia perangai buruk ni sbb dia dikelilingi orang2 yang sama buruk perangai dengan nya. org baik hanya akan berkawan dan disukai org baik and begitu juga sebaliknya.

quote dari Dato Fadzilah tu buat i terfikir sekejap. 'eh i dikategori yg mana eh?' hope sume nye yang positif kan? and it really help me dalam asyik memikirkan whats wrong being me. sbb org takkan benti mengkritik kan? unless i nak buat perubahan atas2 sebab2 kebaikan yg tertentu

tak selamanya indah

i went to midvalley megamall wif nolie, ika, rena last thursday. watched flushed away, went for dominos, hang out, bought some stuffs, necklace (*winks*) then repaired my hp. no vibration actually. kinda hard coz i cant hear if people call me even i put it in my pocket. paid for rm25 for this vibration services but end up with new socket for vibration but not working as usual. less vibrate i think. arrived around 11pm at home. usual activity, get online ym,mirc,friendster,myspace,love happens bla bla bla. sleep.

this saturday got 5 house to visit for open house huhu makan free session actually. i luv it and i cant wait for it. even im not sure which baju kurung i will wear, this is the time i will get in touch wif friends, long lasting friends, childhOod friends. i bet everyone will dress up nicely huhu including me! so better get enough rest and i think i will look perfect. who knows i will meet my future prince charming *winks*

and rite now im wondering how was it an open house in Volgograd for neem =) , in Dublin for Lobo and Mimi and not forgetting Dat in Aussie? cool?

4 days 3 nights

hey
im back last sunday from my vacation to ipoh,perak. i went to my exroomate house,lin in pasir putih , ipoh. i went there with napsiah. had a great time there. went to Pangkor Island for my first time. lol went to jusco ipoh for movies. visit frens in uitm. lin's bro also there. became more meriah when lin's bro got a one year old son, fiqar. cute but afraid to other people. slamber gak p umah jiran lin ade open house with jeans and shirt. hahaha tak bawak baju kurung la. tak terfikir lak akan kene dera p umah org len kan? but i enjoyed myself anyway. makan mcm2 ada hahaha. foods foods foods. last sunday bertolak dari ipoh aroung 3.30pm and arrived around 8.30pm after lepaking in lin's sister's house lol hehehe

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